Nov 29, 2007 11:50 PM
parish retreat
maybe it was god's will that i didn't have any projects this week so that i would stop working and go for the parish retreat. i didn't go for tue's one (went for flu jab instead, urgh) and i nearly didn't go for today's one either! i was supposed to join denice, jill and joyce to watch enchated but in the end, i felt guilty and besides errol was giving up his movie outing too.
overall, i was glad that i went. despite being pretty bored and getting irritated at times, it was still a great time to bond with my the other legionaries and get to know some girls from the sec 1 & 2 cath class.
the past few legion meetings have been pretty rocky for me. i realised that currently, i'm the one who has been in the legion longest! meaning all the others who were in legion when i joined left and the vibe is totally different now and i wasn't entirely comfortable. thus, i've considered leaving early. but after today, i no longer feel that way so i guess that was what i gained most from attending the parish retreat. hopefully i'll still feel that way during sunday's meeting.
i had a scare just now, and i was berating myself for not trusting my sixth sense that a breakup couldn't be so clean and smooth? but thankfully it's over now and i really want it to remain this way. for now. i'm adjusting really easily back into my old life and i miss it.
oh and i really like the amazing race's lorena and jason's positive attitude! especially jason's after lorena couldn't accomplish last week's roadblock. it's really a pity that they're gone when i started liking them. i think i really ought to learn to be more positive. unlike today when i got irritated easily during the telematch. so that shall be my aim (: