Jul 6, 2008 3:37 PM
kiss the pain goodbye, let the tears run dry
the storm has been weathered. i do hope that i'm correct in using the past tense because i hope i've faced the worst and that things will get only better from here. while i know it won't be easy i hope to keep my schedule packed so that i have less time to think. perhaps you could say it's my new form of 'living away from reality for a while'.
i used to sleep away my troubles but i found out last night that it doesn't work for me anymore, 'cause i couldn't even get to sleep in the first place. i didn't want to cry myself to sleep and thoughts would just start popping up in my head. thankfully i've got such great friends that i can turn to at 12, 1am. thanks michelle for being there for me the entire time and chenxi for telling me it's alright to cry. it was really comforting.
thanks to denice, eugene and winnie too. your concern and spitefulness, albeit wrong, really touches my heart to know you guys really truly care. without the five of you, this would have been so much harder to face. when you guys are there for me by it via sms or msn, it really seems that it will be so much easier to get through it.
with such an awesome support network, i know i will get through it (: