Sep 3, 2008 11:13 PM
musing
i guess i'm making a decision now that i should have made a little way back then but i guess as the saying goes, it's better late then never. to move forward, and not just remain stagnant there or even move backwards like what i've possibly done. sure, distractions do help but it's momentary escape from reality. i need sth more concrete than that now and i know it. i know i've got to be fully determined this time, not just some half-hearted attempt. i know i've got to psycho myself into it and all, to convince myself because it's for the best. it's amazing what dawns upon you when you're not blinded or distracted. thanks to those who have offered advice (both practical and spiritual) and those who have simply offered a listening ear. you guys know who you are. i really do appreciate it and i know with the help and support of you guys, i'll be able to do it. the journey may be slow but i'll eventually get there.
let time and let's start moving! (: